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japanther-pleased to meet you. |
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comment first, then add me and i will be sure to add you back.
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[25 Sep 2009|01:26am] |
i haven't updated in a while.
there's been a lot going on.
since i last updated...
- i had sex with a 17 year old.
- i got a new job and lost it.
- i ended up having a connection with someone i wouldn't have even expected.
- i used extacy and loved it.
- rolled face in albany and stayed up all night.
- i smoked lots of pot and used some prescription drugs.
- i slept for 30 hours and missed all of tuesday.
pretty much i've had fun but it all kinda ended abruptly.
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[02 Aug 2009|04:28pm] |
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asher roth-a mille. |
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you know what sucks, being fat. just saying.
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[27 Jul 2009|04:16pm] |
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portugal. the man-my mind. |
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shit's been crazy.
i shall have a real update soon.
if you've done e tell me about your experiences with it, i wanna try it soon.
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[28 Jun 2009|08:08am] |
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omg i'm a little slut.
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[23 Jun 2009|10:22am] |
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this diet has it's perks.
i finally look good in a bikini.
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[21 Jun 2009|10:27pm] |
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i smoked salvia yesterday and today.
listen, yesterday i didn't get a big enough hit and i just had the body high and pins and needles all over my body.
today, i took the biggest hit in the world and i was in my own universe. it was out of control. i saw my name spelled out backwards with music and my friends were far away and all i wanted were my cigarettes, i tried to reach for them and they were so far away. then i opened up the cave i was and it was all damp and shit and i got out then i stopped tripping but i was dripping sweat.
it was amazing.
i'm doing 40x next time.
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[07 Jun 2009|05:41pm] |
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the team-hyphy juice. |
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i finally got a job.
at a resturant.
i made out ok today, $55 bucks on a $269 dollar day.
the place i work has drama though.
i'll tell later.
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[25 May 2009|07:48pm] |
so some dirtbag dope head stole my phone at a party. gay.
i'm so pissed about it.
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[10 May 2009|09:08pm] |
being that my family didn't wanna do anything with me on mother's day,
i spent it with james' family. and it wasn't bad at all.
well i took a power nap in james' room after lunch but still haha.
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[21 Apr 2009|07:15pm] |
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Running, please wait... |
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not having a car sucks ass.
at first i didn't feel the hurt being that i didn't have a licence, now i do.
i feel trapped in. it's horrible.
nothing much is happening in the life of fatima though.
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[06 Apr 2009|06:09pm] |
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so this week has been awesome.
i finally passed my road test. i've only taken it twice in the past two years but i passed and now i can drive.
i need a car but my parents are letting me use theirs until i can buy one of my own.
now, i need to find a job. seriously.
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[22 Mar 2009|08:04pm] |
i almost died thursday night.
i was puking for 10 hours.
and completely dehydrated.
so i was in the hospital all weekend.
it sucked.
james & i have come to a new understanding about our relationship, it's refreshing.
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[17 Mar 2009|03:44pm] |
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a day to remember - cable car (over my head) |
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ok, so james' mom made a comment about how all three of her kids are dating out of their race and she said "what am i?, the ambassador of the U.N.?"
i hate throwing race out there but that really offended me?
was i not supposed to be offended?
she acts like just because i'm black, i'm not from this country. or atleast that's what that statement really means.
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[16 Mar 2009|01:50pm] |
soooo james is officially back upstate.
i'm really happy about it.
and he has an amazing schedule right now.
btw, i've drastically cut down on smoking.
soon i wont need it anymore.
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[07 Mar 2009|10:08pm] |
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a-ha - take on me. |
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so i've been doing a little clubbing lately.
on thursday, i went to the famous 80's night in new paltz. got wasted out of my mind. had ALOT of fun.
then yesterday, i went to a drag show in poughkeepsie. got wasted. then went to a gay bar down the street from the chance. i love gay bars. gay people know how to get down!
anyway, i went with devon and ned.
me & ned had fun.
devon got caught drinking and then got his licence taken away so he wasn't a happy camper.
but i feel now that i kind of got my social life back.
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[03 Mar 2009|07:20pm] |
so i got prescribed some prozac.
and this other med called navane.
i don't know about the second medicine.
it's an antipsychosis medication but i don't really have any true psychosis.
if you guys are taking anti depressants, let me know.
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[27 Feb 2009|12:04pm] |
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i always complain about starving when i'm at home. but atleast we have food.
james hasn't had food in his apartment since last friday when i got here. so for a week we've been eating random ass shit or eating at his sister's house.
look at this shit:
( james' fridge )
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[26 Feb 2009|10:03am] |
ok wtf.
i'm actually applying to schools trying to get back on track and james is questioning if i even want to go to school. he's saying that i just wanna live on campus and go crazy and why i can't go to the school that's next to my house. well, probably because i don't wanna go there. i went for two semesters and it was horrible. james needs to get over himself. he tells me that i need to do something with my life and when i attempt to it's a problem. he gets jealous thinking i'm gonna do shit while in college. he tells me that i have no money to pay for college. right after he said that, my mom called and i told her and she was excited and told me we'd do financial aid forms but everything should be ok. so what the fuck. why is james acting like a stupid asshole.
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[25 Feb 2009|09:18pm] |
arsenal better win on saturday.
i can't take my favorite teams losing anymore. :[
& i love cesc.
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